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2009/3/13

Something happened silently.

Well, here, old friend. long time no talk!
 
Kinda miss you~
 
Long time, long stories, lots of changes though.
 
I am starting planning myself life. I starting buying things I liked by my own money. I am starting going to gym to make my shape looks good. I am busy with my jobs, boy friend's stuffs, family affairs, and dealing with problems for my new friends.
 
The enviroment has changing all the time. I nearly forgot some spelling of english words.
 
Do i feel fear that old familiar things getting unfamiliar?
 
I don't know the answer by now. but I am worried...
 
Hope everything goes right with me!
 
God bless!
2008/10/12

Black & White

Black & White~
 
The only colour in my world.
 
Simple & Uttermost.
 
 
2008/8/25

可爱幸福甜甜起司猫~V.S幸福递减定律

 

  • Chi's Sweet Home~推荐喜欢日本漫画的人去下载动漫版看看哦~目前已经更新至80集!!不过每集只有2分多钟~所以一小会儿就能下完啦~特可爱的一个动画片捏~看我喜欢的把第一个相册变成了甜甜猫大本营,还有空间背景音乐也换成了它的主题歌。更值得一说的就是我还上网查到了私房甜甜猫(不同的中文译名)的发行商,并且用工作邮箱给他们发了封邮件。我想我大概是喜欢过头了吧。。因为喜欢到想把这部有点‘幼稚’的剧放到我们的平台点播播出~哎~这人一喜欢什么吧~就开始没有理智了。呵呵~
  • 今天看书读到了一个‘幸福递减定律’,大概意思就是说当一个人周围有很多幸福的时候,就不觉得是幸福了。比如吧饥饿中的人能吃到一个馒头就会觉得很幸福,当慢慢肚子填饱了,开始觉得馒头一般了,时间久了,一点不饿了,再给馒头吃,就会觉得吃馒头一点都不幸福,不好吃了。我想这个挺有道理的,我现在就一直处于幸福递减定律的大漩涡中了吧~不可自拔啦~
2008/7/19

I am good! really...

I am good in my life right now, an't I?

Well, job's good, I am doing good.

Friends are good, relationships're good.

Boy friend...er~~fine, we live in a simple life, but the most happiest life.

However, Wallet's no good..always slim with few notes ^o^..

2008/6/22

热热的天气,无所适从的心情。。

昨天夏至。。也是我回国之后遇到的最热的一天。
 
我跑到图书大厦~哇!还真的很有气氛。看到小朋友手里面提着满满2篮子的书。。呵呵!炎热的夏天,但是还是抵挡不住大家的读书热情呢~
来到3楼几乎是英文用书的专区。很多人驻足在考试用书,还有英语词汇的地区。也有人是专门来抄书的呢~
 
开始我选了2本类似白领商务的工具书,可是犹豫再三觉得还是不买了,好像类似的书家里也有过呢~最后还是买了2本‘大开眼界’和‘芝麻开门’,主要是带领读者了解西方人的一些东西~有生活习惯,也有一些事情的演变。总体来说很有意思,总之英文多于中文,还有些文章都是没有中文对照的,着实不错!没事的时候翻看也是一种乐趣嘛!
 
上班到6月20日正满1个月时间。总体感觉还不错。不过试用期还有2个月,合同签了3年。。如果说有个目标的话,就是3年内当上部门的领导阶层吧!加油!我想只要认真做事,没什么不对的。最近似乎心情很平静~没什么大的波澜起伏,也没什么事情特别引起我的兴趣。就先这样子吧。平淡的生活是最幸福的呀~
 
下周六6月28日我们单位组织了一次去怀柔的游玩活动,届时可以认识一些平时不怎么打交道的同事,算是一次很有意义的活动吧。希望我不要晕车晕的厉害!我是多么地热爱‘11路’步行啊~
 
MIAO和我的广安门的小房子就要可以入住了。住在那里以后可以上班路程缩短,又可以过一起生活的日子了~不知道在国内的情形会不会和在英国一样的感觉。。谁知道呢~到时候再来告诉大家吧。。不过,到时候好朋友聚会可以去那边一起了!开心哦!谁要来~提前报名!名额有限,欲参与从速!哈哈~
2008/5/1

AshleyCat-26 years old and one of the recent photos

4月29日最近照一张。。。

纪念我今年已经26周岁的事实(上个月4月3日的事了),不过似乎我还没那么显老哦~嘿嘿!

 接上次找工作的事情吧。

去FESCO第3次面试了。这次是东方广场那边的业务部。

好像2个面试官其中那个女的对我有些许不爽,我感觉是这样。

国企就这样吧。等通知,不知道什么时候了。

希望5.1过后前途问题早日解决!!

頑張ります!(加油啦!)

 

2008/4/25

从新开始找工作~加油!

上次的日志写了没2天。去那里工作没2天,我就走人了。
 
也挺佩服自己的,回国了,去面试了很多工作,想了很多。
 
其中还有一个私企也是去了2次不去啦!
 
这才体会到一些酸甜苦辣了。
 
甜:自己的能力和海归的背景还算吃得开。
酸:找到不适合自己的工作面试,被人开导一通,呵呵!
苦:其实也不算是吧,大家都一样,就是每天上下班的路上的人潮汹涌的我要窒息了!
辣:自己炒公司鱿鱼!辣得说不出感受啦,哈哈~
 
(我的态度不嚣张,极其谦虚,还经常自卑。)
 
我现阶段的决定:找到自己喜欢做的,可以发挥自己能力,还有对自己发挥空间大的工作。我还不算老嘛。还是要多去摔打摔打的!加油!其实我是一个很勤勤恳恳的人,找到合适的工作,一定会多干几年,学点东西,长些本事。不喜欢一成不变,靠吃山空的行为!
 
很喜欢一个朋友对我说过的话:‘不要为工作而工作,而要把它当作事业去做,才会找到乐趣,得到成功,我相信你不管到哪里都会创造辉煌的!’
2008/4/15

嘘~我的月亮星座~

今天去逛街,看到ELLE家新出的一款方正类型的白色包包很是喜欢,但是价格让我不喜欢~
 
不能拥有的话,上网查下总是行的!
 
结果在ELLE的网站看到有测月亮星座的^.^
我选好了自己的生日,出来的结果如下:

月亮在巨蟹座

你的恋爱哲学
月亮的气质在巨蟹座体现得最为明显,它赋予了巨蟹座温柔、梦幻、感性和母性之爱。所以,你是一个温柔多情的太太,一个慈爱亲切的妈妈,一个需要抚慰、保护 和温存的小女儿。作为一个易受伤害的,害怕被外界的冷酷刺伤的人,你喜欢自我逃避:躲到家庭、亲友和过去的记忆中去。世界对你来说只是围绕着你的亲友而 已,你要的所有只是:爱人、孩子、父母、朋友,因为,对你来说最不能忍受的是孤独和疏远。

还有这个。。。

本周你的个性特征会体现出务实的一面,与人相处也会比较温和,很重人情,在待人接物或处事方面都很熟悉人情事故,给大家的感觉你是一个很社会化的人。你安天乐命的心态使自己避免了社会上激烈的竞争,你也不喜欢出风头和跟人比较。虽然本周你各方面运势都只能算是平平,但你却是社会上最快乐的人之一。
周三出门防小偷。
灵气最强日:周一
灵气最弱日:周六
本周灵气综合指针: ★★★☆

明天不就是周三嘛!!小偷?!离我远一点!我和你斗争到底!

2008/3/15

I should feel happy for him, and give her more understanding

... ...

 Today I went to meet my father, who was divorced with mom when I was in my last year of High School, but I was with my mom finally. He looked good these years, since he had his second marriage last year. I also met his new wife, a nice lady, more than 10 years younger than him. She has her own business as an owner of a fashion clothes store near our living place. I think she is giving all her patience and well understanding to my father. My dad looked happier than before. I am quite glad to hear and check it myself, and good greeting to them both!! She picked three clotheses for me today, and they're all lovely and I loved them. I don't know whether I should take them or not. But they seemed very glad when I wear them and they said they are prepared to be mine... Anyway, my dad said to me that he wanted me to take them as a gift and I have to take them otherwise they wouldn't let me go anywhere.. I was forced吐舌. After shopping, actually, free shopping, we three went to have dinner together. During the meal, I texted mom that I had dinner out and she didn't need to wait for me.

 
When I got back home and told mom I saw my dad and his new partner and they were doing good right now, her face looked strange... Later, she started to blame me to go and meet her... and said something very bad of me.. I felt terrobily upset at that moment, and I began to cry. I never thought I did that wrong only because I went to meet her, my father's second wife, but I really want to check whether she's good to my dad.. I didn't really understand the reason that mom hated me to do so. She said to me that I don't have that responsibility to her and even go and say hi to her..  For this point, I just wanted to escape from this home and go anywhere to hide.
 
Fianlly, I talked with Miao online and he said single woman may have such a bad-temper and may let others feel how weird she is... Then, I tried to understand this situation. No matter what's the reason my mom treated me like that, she's  upset with something herself, so she just wanted to shout out by blaming me, but not real blaming.. All I need to do is giving her best understanding and show my patience and love to her all the time.
 
I think I am kinda grown up!!
 
 ... ...
 
2008/3/14

Not the same

... ...

 When your life faced some changes, you may feel the same thing happened before become not the same any more.

 
After few days back from UK, everything is old but strange around me. I became not used to them.
 
It's like something and someone is forced me to do things that I am not preparing to do so. But, I know I have to.
 
Don't understand how come that I am still such a childish one, but others have already grown up!
 
I kept myself as the origianl model, but the world is changing daily. 
 
It's about 26 years old of me..
... ....
2008/2/2

Double Spaces

I am living in double spaces...

Even V.S Joyful

Private life againsts Social life

Soft + Fiery

... ...

2007/12/27

本性

到年底了。也该总结一下一年都做了什么。
 
不管别人怎么看自己的。自己最清楚自己的历程。
 
可以说,坚持了一件事,尝试了不同的事。
 
也渐渐发现了自己的本性。或者说是慢慢自己在改变着。
 
体会到了更多生活的无奈吧。不想承认自己老了。
 
未来渐渐有了方向,不能在幻想和不切实际中度过。
 
思绪飘忽着。也许某天看到自己的文字,却已经体会不出当时的心境了。
2007/11/19

太阳感冒了。。。

今天晚上回家和MIAO一起走的路上。。。
 
突然抬头看到了月亮。
 
我和他说:‘你知道吗?那个其实不是月亮。。其实。。是。。太阳感冒了。所以温度Down了下来。。’
 
哈哈。这个就算是所谓的冷笑话吧~~~
 
还看到过很多冷笑话:
 
  • 有个人长的像洋葱,走着走着就哭了。。
 
  • 一位記者要去北極訪問100隻企鵝.

他就問第一隻企鵝他平時的興趣是什麼?第一隻企鵝說:吃飯.睡覺.打咚咚.

記者疑惑的問說什麼是打咚咚啊?那隻企鵝沒說什麼就走了.那位記者想說好吧不講就不講.他又訪問第二隻企鵝牠平時的興趣是什麼?第二隻企鵝說:吃飯.睡覺.打咚咚.怎麼又是打咚咚?記者在心理嘀咕著.接二連三的從訪問第一隻企鵝到第99隻企鵝牠們平時的興 趣都是''吃飯.睡覺.打咚咚.

直到第100隻企鵝.

記者問他說你平時的興趣是什麼?

第100隻企鵝:吃飯.睡覺.

記者覺得很奇怪,便問牠說:你怎麼不打咚咚呢?

第100隻企鵝:''因為我就是咚咚阿''

哈哈,看来有时候看看这样的冷笑话还蛮放轻松的

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2007/9/13

今天来更新上次说的看牙。。

今天按预约去CHECK-UP我的牙了。。
 
我还没张嘴呢。上来大夫就说,先问你2个问题,你不要介意。。1.请问你吸烟吗? 2.你饮酒精吗?
 
呵呵,我都说没。。(这啥意思呢?看我那样儿也是老实孩子啊。。)
 
后来就例行帮我检查了一下,又清洁了一遍~~
 
之后大夫和我说我还需要再补一颗~
 
我一听这。。不乐意了。我说我觉得自己KEEP得挺好的啊??怎么又要补呢??
 
后来大夫给我拿小镜子照了照,给我指有颗牙,他说这个如果不补,以后就会GETTING WORSE。
 
我只能把我的牙交给了他。。
 
后来挺快的,就弄好了!
-------------------------------------------------------
和主题无关的:
 
最近购物欲挺强的,买了挺多臭美的东东~~
自己也改变了以往的样子。
不知道是不是变虚荣了?也不是吧。。就是买了喜欢的东东。。
是不是变老了??所以还趁着能美几天,抓紧时间呢??
还是突然开窍了??因为接触得多了??
 
其实也不是盲目的买哦,自己前前后后想了很多次的。。
最近看<亲兄热弟>觉得挺有意思!北京人的艰苦生活吧。但是也挺有乐儿的。
生活着有很多无奈,但是看心态了。有人真的心态很好,要多多学习着。。
2007/8/23

>.<自恋又一波啊。。。

最近不知道怎么了?是不是一到夏天就开始自恋升级状态呢?

其实一直挺喜欢可爱的风格。但是以前总是不敢在生活中真正扮得那么可爱。。

最近胆子大起来。。敢穿娃娃装、敢穿小短裤。。带豹纹戒指上大街。。

说生活改变人真的是这样啊~

身边认识了新的朋友,自己好像在穿衣服和打扮方面也渐渐开始开窍了。。

不过,人怎么会越活越小的样子呢?(当然心态是长大了许多)

也许就应该还趁自己装得了,使劲再装装嫩吧。。(呵呵~自己要笑自己了。。)

 上面是超级‘黑脸AshleyCat's PP'
一下被我PS的花花的。。
 
我要开始自恋啦!!!

2007/8/20

。◕‿◕。TO BE CHILDISH

                         
 
呵呵~
 
最近不得不说自己偷懒不更新日志+生活上加入败家的行列。。
按说,长大了,应该越来越懂得操持家事。可是。。最近买了很多‘奢侈品’。
 
衣服就是一件又一件。。。不过我发誓!我都会穿的,而且都很便宜呢!!
接着就是开始买鞋子和包~
还有买了电动牙刷~
 
咦~?!
怎么越说起来越觉得应该了呢?
 
这些也不要让Miao看到了。。不然。。今后多了一个批评我的借口 @.@
 
发现自己年纪越大是不是就越还想趁着不算老装装嫩呢? 应该是吧。。要不然,我为什么还是买可爱的衣服??拍很多自恋照片??收集可爱的小配件??和男朋友装小??(恶。。。不会有人在呕了吧。。)
 
 
自从打工卖那些JEWELRIES以来到现在,好像更注意一些自己的细节了。
知道出门要化妆~开始注意衣服的搭配和色彩~越发渴望好看的项链、戒指、手链。。
 
其实开始想得通了。。姑娘们可以有多少个20几岁呢?一个哦!那么。。现在不想办法精心装扮,其他什么时候还允许这样自由主义一回呢??所以。。没什么不对的呢!!
 
自己要过得开心,不要让身边的人不开心

                                               

2007/7/17

Everyday in my life

As to work.
Bell rings at 8:00 am, then wake up. By taking shower every morning, I am refreshed. If still have enough time, having a better quality breakfast. Finsh make-up around 5-8 mins. Then get bag packed. Lock the door.. temporarily say good-bye to my warm bed.
... ...
Most of time finishing working at 19:10, then turning back home, have my earphone on, try to get rid of the noisy world for a while. Cook for dinner, then do a relaxation by dunking my tired foot. Playing the poker online for a hour, then go to bed.
 
As to sparetime.
I can wake up late, but normally wake up around 10 am. maybe just get used to it.. If don't have the plan to go out, I'll as lazy as I can. I don't take shower, and just wash my face and brush teeth to instead. Having sth to eat to get full. Checking online, any news or weird things happened recently. The most popular forum now for me is PowerApple.
 
Take a nap if needed in the afternoon.
 
At night, watch Miao playing his game and wait for him to watch movies together.
 
May go to sleep late around 2:00am.
 
With regard to emotion part.
Keep talking with my friends, including good girl friends and male friends. Sometimes, people get sick because they don't open minded to their friends. Another way to get self-balance in mind is to take Bible lesson with Sam and other brothers and sisters. They do teach something very good. You learn sth important in life, as how to cope with relationships, why you should forgive others' mistakes, and the most important is how to get the safety feelings in the damnable world.
 
 
We just need time to think through those problems or troubles in our lives, we definitely can overcome it and have the best solution.
 
2007/6/25

坏天气,我发些牢骚。。

最近英国一直多雨,没什么好天气。我一直都是不喜欢下雨天的,不过最近改了个习惯,就是每天上班下班的时候塞上耳机听MP3。因为这样今天突然觉得莫名的就喜欢了下雨天,可以享受那种一个人的伞下音乐世界。看着行人匆匆,仿佛自己和他们不是一个世界的。
 
最近想法很多变,接触的人多了,大概心情也不定了。觉得自己还是多数时候不够自信的。可是为什么有些人看起来并没有自己那么有优势,但是却很自信呢。。这个毛病真的该改改了。
 
渐渐习惯了自己坚强,减少依赖,不过大概都是假象来的。。关键时刻一旦爆发,就落个不可收拾的下场。。
 
面临的东西太多,选择的路好多,会有不同不知道的结局。。SO MANY QUESTION MARKS..too much unsure..
 
生活还是要继续。。
 
2007/6/15

想念Newcastle的生活。。

现在蛮想念在Newcastle的种种~安逸的学生宿舍(除了楼下一帮子的Parties.)、数量极少的作业和考试、还有很少人的沙滩。
 
 
(身上的白毛衣因为洗衣甩干,变得缩水。。所以扔掉了。。)+
悠闲舒适的日子,不一样的心态。。
 
现在看看,有点想哭。。自己变得不太一样了。。生活的无奈吧,也有更加现实的想法改变着我。
 
一直以来都知道自己里面有个小小的我,不想被环境改变,永远保留着最纯真的想法。可是真的做不到。但是,人要乐观的想,这样的改变也并不是坏事了。自己变得更加有阅历有什么不好。更加干练的自己会让自己增加信心。
 
回忆是美好的,这就够了。
2007/6/14

Britain's got talent

Good programme runs on ITV One recently. Preis Morgan, Simon Cowell, Amanda Holden are the judgers. The very beginning audition seemed weird, because so many nightmares (Simon's tag) and weird performers.
 
Yesterday, 24 acts was selected, but surprisingly, 26 acts came to the semi-final.
 
The last winner should appear on Sunday's show and the final show will be performed in front of the Royal Families.
 
Lots of people are going to be upset tonight and few get through.
 
By watching that, you have to say 'Britain's really get some talents!'